New Year Resolutions

In the year of 2010 and after,

I'll try my best to...

1. Cherish everyone and everything around me.

2. Be a better person all-roundedly.

That's all. The two most important ones.

Others like be more tidy or whatever can be done anytime isn't it? :)

Goodbye 2009!

Gotta say goodbye to 2009, and welcome a brand new year of 2010.

Even though you're always watching your dramas and ignoring my calls sometimes, I'm glad that Chinese Orchestra had brought us together before we were even streamed into the same class.

Fang <3

It took me a long long time to dig out these photos because I realised we don't camwhore a lot. Uhm, I apologise for putting in the siao zharbo photo on the bottom left corner of the collage. You must always remember what Fang and I told you okay? :)

Qiao <3

(Yes I know I look like a total freak with a very weird skin colour and a very weird face. Oh, and don't ask me what I'm holding in my hand. I have no idea.)

Yay! I'm really really glad that our friendship is still strong even though we're all in different schools in 2009.

Craziest sisters <3

You're one of my wiser friends who gives wise advices. Being the person who is always getting sabotaged by others, you're always still so happy and nice. It's been great knowing you this year. Thanks for all the loans and stuff. :)

Santhini <3

Mrs Ang, one of my favourite teacher in 2009. :)

Of course, of course, I can't possibly list down every single person that have walked into my life, walked out of my life, and perhaps some passers-by. But those are the people who made a difference in my life, big or small. :)

2009 has been a rather great year for me.

It's the year where I had to put down my primary school self,

where I got to study in a whole new environment,

where I learnt from people, both good and bad,

where I bonded with fellow ATCians through the 1st ATC Camp,

where I joined RBKD and met new people,

and more importantly, a year that I grew a lot. :)

Good afternoon!

It's a sunny Sunday afternoon! Anyway, have you spotted the Happy Family trailer (not teaser) that has my Idol? Actually I haven't seen it on TV myself.

Awwwwww. Little Winter so cute. :)

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Many many people moved to Wordpress already, and here I am again wondering if I should. I mean it's kind of stupid to be moving from Blogger to Wordpress and back to Blogger, and wondering if I should move back to Wordpress again.

By the way, I think I won't be going down for the Punggol Countdown because most probably my mum isn't going to let me go even if I try to convince her like I did for the Bday Bash and Starhub Fair. Yup, I don't hold high hopes for this. So even if she doesn't let me go I won't be so disappointed. :)

How's life?

Hello dear readers (I'm wondering if there are readers)! How's life?

Nothing's changed much. I'm trying my best to not procrastinate and do my work but oh well, my computer is a big distraction. Hmm. My bag is still in a mess, my worksheets are still not filed, and my homework is still not done. Much less the literature review for SRP. *Sighs* And my room is still in a total mess despite the 2 months of holiday. How, you tell me?

I totally want 梁文音's《爱, 一直存在》for Christmas. But I'm currently broke 'cos I need to return money to my friends. Her songs are really comforting, with the lyrics and stuff. But the thing is that her vocal range is super high and it's super difficult for me to sing along with her songs. :/ But who cares, her songs are nice.

Procrastinator's at large. Catch me.

Rui En @ Starhub Family Christmas Fair 09 + New drama

Did I mention about going to Starhub Family Christmas Fair last Sunday (13 Dec) to see my idol?

I think I didn't. Except for maybe one tweet saying that I was going to Suntec to see RE.

Okay back to the topic. Left my house at about 2.15pm when I'm supposed to meet the RBKD-ers at 3.30pm. So I think I was a bit too excited because it doesn't take 1hr to get there, perhaps at most 50mins. Who knows if there might be some unforeseen circumstances (there wasn't). So I reached at about 3pm and saw Bee, Phyllis and Grace at Level 4. We stood/sat in a single-file along the Lvl 4 railing and saw the Fimbles.

[Hey I watched that when I was young okay!]

Then after most of them reached they went down to the 3rd floor (where the stage is) and left Candice and I on the 4th with the RBKD banner. Stranded. No lah they're not that evil. Some of them came up and put the Rui En boards and then Candice and I went down.

Not long before idol came out. Took pictures while she is talking and started recording a video of her singing Qing Wa, which in the end was either accidentally deleted by me or not recorded at all. Stupid. Then started snapping pictures. Click, click, click. The host asked a few people from the audience some questions while Rui En handed them the Starhub gifts. Then she said her Christmas message and left. Yea, I mean left. Quite disappointed with that fact actually, 'cause I was secretly (but now it isn't a secret already!) hoping she would take a picture with me, which I was secretly hoping for a long time. Then we took a group pic at the Christmas tree in Suntec.

[Edited: Was actually told that RE wanted to meet-up with us so she and her manager actually went back after being escorted by the security guard but couldn't find us so they left. :(]

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Now for her new show.

http://blogs.xin.sg/baguatv/2009/12/13/rui-en-瑞恩-pregnant-怀孕/

Nope, your eyes didn't trick you. My idol is going to take on a role as a mother. I can see that ':O' face. Because that was my first reaction too. Before I go on laughing like mad.

Can I imagine her pregnant with a big tummy? I can't.

Can I imagine her holding a cane and chasing her kid? I can't.

And especially not after her Xiao-dong role.

People

I guess that layer of pretence is getting thicker and thicker.

And soon after, we'll be fooling ourselves.

There are lots of thing you don't see on the surface.

And there are lots of things that I do sense. Under the surface.

摇到外婆家～

嗯，如果你还不知道，
我的外婆家其实是间咖啡店，
很奇怪的，我越来越向往那种到外婆家的感觉…
很轻松…有那种一大家子的感觉。
其实我为了去学校帮忙IPW for Open House，我迟了一天才去，

而在那一天，很多表哥表姐都有去我的外婆家，一些阿姨和舅舅也都有去，还有我最小的表妹！

他们去waterfall玩，还去泡温泉（一下子冷的waterfall，一下子热的的温泉……）

晚上还去钓鱼场吃tomyum（我每次去他们都会请我去吃的，嘻嘻）

是我表姐那天晚上看到我在Facebook跟我讲的，我知道了真的是伤心的咯……

可是偏偏有人不领情…把我那天心情都搞砸了……

可是不要紧了，因为那天Open House过后我和方方去Vivocity吃东西，然后我就拼命吃辣的东西（比如说，去吃酱青里的小辣椒，或者加很多辣椒酱），结果那天吃的辣椒一点也不辣…不过心情好很多啦。

越说越远了……

不过我会外婆家的那天，我小舅还没走，所以我看到了我可爱的表妹！～

她是超超超超超可爱的啦，然后我还跟她一起吹泡泡，感染一下那种童真和儿时的时光……（小时候我会自己那肥皂水来玩泡泡的）。

天真无邪的她还对着水沟盖的洞把泡泡吹下去，哈哈

我在外婆家空闲的时候就会开始observe people（观察人群），看看那些顾客点些什么，看什么报纸，在做什么…

我知道我很无聊，不过我觉得懂得观察是很重要的，否则人家生气你也不知道，人家闷闷不乐你也看不出，可能还会说出不该说的话等等。

人要懂得察言观色 :)

嗯，我想，在同一个地方，咖啡店对顾客们来说是个放松，喝杯咖啡聊聊天的地方，而对我来说，是个和表哥表姐阿姨舅舅们联络感情的地方。而或许，它也是我人生旅途中一个非常重要的休息站。 :)