Serangoon Swing 2011 with RBKD

Hello everybody!!! The first day of the year will be over in about 5 minutes and I really hope to finish this entry by today. Okay so I'm typing really fast now without actually bothering too much about my grammar and lack of vocabulary.

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Serangoon Swing 2011

So yea, I went to buy lightsticks at somewhere near my house and then headed to nex to meet Elaine. And then I helped Joyce buy Candice's present and helped Candice buy our presents. And because of Candice's hallucination that there is actually a Gong Cha in nex, we went around finding it and ended up asking the customer service, and apparently there isn't any Gong Cha shop there.

Then headed to Serangoon Gardens Circus to meet up with the awesome Winx Club + other RBKD people (OH NO IT'S 12AM. :() and proceeded to our Christmas gift exchange, which was eventually not such a good idea because we had to lug our presents home in the early early morning. And I got a Doraemon cushion from Elaine, a Doraemon from Rachael and a panda towel from Joyce when I only gave them my very-sincere-gifts-made-from-very-cheap-fuse-beads. Hmm then we just hanged around Chomp Chomp while waiting for the road closure so we could queue in front of the stage. I think this entry is starting to get boring so I should just skip to Rui En's performance.

She sang 空瓶 and 白色羽毛 and obviously you and I know that she's awesome. I've really really ran out of words to describe her and her performances. She just really pretty and cute all the time la. It's really nice to see Elvin and her on the stage and chatting. (I support Ruivin.) Hehe.

I guess the more important part of the countdown was the RBKD spirit. To be honest, we only got to see Rui En on stage for perhaps 10 minutes. But we got to be with RBKD for the entire day (especially those who went at 8am) or night. We got to queue with RBKD, we got to eat with RBKD, we got to scream and shout with RBKD, we got to do so much things that we don't get to do with Rui En. It is about spending so much more time with RBKD than watching Rui En's performance yet feeling that it was definitely worth it.

Okay back to the countdown. I really love the RBKD Train despite doing really embarrassing things like holding the RE board the wrong way. But it was fun how we didn't care about what others would think of us, be it being crazy, or even people on CWO.

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The way home

It was horrible. My mum already started nagging on the phone when we reached the bus stop at 1.30am. There is actually many buses I could take to go home if not for the late timing. The only bus service still available was 315 and it goes to Serangoon MRT. So quite a number of us went took the bus and went to Wendy's at nex to have a drink. By the time I left with Kahyin it was almost 2am. (more nagging here.) And fortunately (uh, not really) the train service was extended so I took the train to Bishan, only to discover that there was no more train to Toa Payoh. So I went to ask the officer at the MRT if there are still bus services going on. He said only NR1 which has an interval of about 20 minutes. (more nagging + me convincing that I won't get kidnapped or something) So I waited for at least 40 minutes and that bus didn't even come. In the end my mum just decided that she would walk towards the Bishan MRT with my cousin (she was somewhere at Bishan sending her friend off) while I would also walk towards my house, so we would meet halfway.

And this is the scariest part. I was actually pretty scared so I started singing 疼憨人 while walking alone and held my keys in my hand as a form of self-defense. And I walked past a Chinese guy, and walking behind him was a Malay/Indian man whose face just wrote 'DANGER'. He stared at me as he walked past. I was afraid that he might think I was scolding him in Chinese. And just as I turned back to check if he was just continuing to walk, I caught him looking at me (in a totally scary way that just said 'GET AWAY FROM HIM'). I quickened my pace and stopped at the traffic light. Everytime I looked back again, I could see his silhouette standing/leaning against a wall and he wasn't walking. It was as though he was looking at me (there wasn't actually anyone around that area at that time). I was sooooooooooooo afraid that he would suddenly run after me. I was only a little relaxed when I knew he was a safe distance from me and he wasn't following me. And so met my mum and cousin near a bus stop and went home. Reached home at what, 3.30AM?!

Yup so that's about it. And I swear that scene with the guy's silhouette still haunts me a little. *sigh*

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Embarrassing moments

1. I thought Jeanette Aw was going to sing Jay Chou's 安静 when I heard the first line, when it fact it was S.H.E's 安静了. But that's not the most embarrassing part. I said very loudly to Rachael, "And it's like 安静 not 安静了 (JA said she was gonna sing 安静了) + *rolls eye at JA*.

That. Was. VERY. Embarrassing. 自以为很厉害+自作聪明=Embarrassment.

2. I was holding the board the wrong way (it faced behind instead of in front) during a part of the RBKD train. And I didn't realise it until I saw the video.

That. Was. Embarrassing.

3. I look hideous in the RBKD group photo we took on the road. I was trying to make funny faces but ended up looking 好恐怖 instead of 好笑. (Check SMN's forum siggie.)

Hmm it's 2.46AM. 睡觉时间到了. Goodnight!

Of Dreams, Passion, Talent, and Opportunities.

Had a mini-debate with Qinglin about the above during lunch today.

Okay, let's start from the beginning. Tershien and I were feeling neglected and ignored because the two people in front of us are probably the most/almost the most popular kids in the Sec 2 cohort. Who are Jasmlne and Qinglin. Urgh. They say hello to almost everyone, or almost everyone says hello to them. Which I'm starting to get used to. Double-urgh. Read entry. So Tershien and I decided to see if the next person who knows all of us will say hello to all of us, or just 'Hi Qinglin, Hi Jasmlne' and neglects us. But well, in the end most of the people said a general hello to all of us.

Then Tershien and I started talking about Jasmine and Qinglin being popular, and Jasmlne being multi-talented. And the whole conversation was about talented/multi-talented juniors etc.

Yea, here's the debate part.

My stand: Chances have to be seized, but at the same time, given by others. What can you seize if nobody even gives you a chance? If you have passion for something, you have to have the chance to be able to learn it/master it. Example, I've wanted to learn the piano since a long time. But without being given the chance, will I be able to learn the skill? Will I be able to master it? No. Yes, you may say that as long as you have the passion and perseverance, you will be able to learn it someday. But when is that someday? Am I going to save every single cent I have, and pay for the lessons myself, and buy a piano? What if you weren't given a chance at all? What if your parents didn't support the whole thing? Are you going to make your parents get angry and sad just because of a piano? No. And when you are given a chance, you will be able to realise if you have the talent for it. It is when you are given the chance to try, to realise your potential (or not), and to really know if you have the passion for something. So my conclusion for this chunk of text is that, chances have to be given before you go for your passion.

Next up, talent. With passion and no talent (especially when it comes to arty-farty stuff like drama and music), you won't achieve much. Yes, most of the time, it's 90% hardwork and probably a 10% talent. But that 10% sometimes does make a difference. If you do not have the 10% talent, you still will have the 10% chance of failing, even with 90% hardwork. And when you fail again and again, even a burning passion can't overcome it. So maybe it's time you try to realise some hidden talent (but still, you need to be given the chance to try!). Negative thinking, but true. Unless you really have that much of a perseverance. But of course, you need to have the 90% hardwork first.

Conclusion:

You need to dream, and then you will have a passion.

With the passion, you need to be given opportunities.

*Passion, dictionary.com definition, a strong or extravagant fondness, enthusiasm, or desire for anything: a passion for music.

But passion does not necessarily means you're good at it.

With the opportunities, you will realise if you have the talent.

Okay, to sum up,

Dreams + Opportunities + Talent + Hardwork is required.

I feel so smart for coming up with all these. However, Qinglin strongly believes that as long as you have the passion, just go for it. You make chances. As long as you have the passion and is willing to work hard for it, you will be able to achieve it, whether or not do you have the opportunities given or the talent.

Well, I sort of agree with him too. But I have to admit that I don't have the courage to.

Pages from the past

Mothers' Day is tomorrow, so have you thought of what to get for your mum?

I do have friends who give presents and cards and all sorts of things to their mums, and also friends who don't give anything, like me.

Yes yes, nothing will ever repay the effort put in by our mothers. It's the symbolism and thought that counts. But there is actually a reason as to why I never gave presents on Mothers' Day after that day.

I still remember it was the Mothers' Day when I was still P2. So apparently I bought a pink fake rose for about 30c from the bookshop. I didn't know how to give it to her, but anyway I handed it to her and mouthed a word of "Happy Mothers' Day." And all she did was to tell me not to waste money on such things and told me to keep it myself.

Yes, it's just a sesamegreenbean matter (芝麻绿豆的小事) but in fact, it did leave an impact. I know many of you have experienced similar things like giving somebody a gift but in the end told not to waste money. If it didn't affect me, I wouldn't even remember it la.

Sometimes, it's not the monetary value that matters (since it's like my money instead of yours). It's about saying a word of thanks. Accepting it and appreciating it. And not telling the person not to waste a mere 30c.

PS: I know 30c can buy me like 3 fishballs but still, that's not the main point. It's just 30c.

Now you see it, now you don't

Was listening to some chinese songs on my way home and felt this gush of emotions rushing up to me when I heard the piano prelude of a song which sounded rather emo. Not really sure why but it just happens once in a while.

Anyway, my point is, I've always wanted to learn to play the piano. Since, a long time ago. I decided that I will learn to play it one day when I was around P3 I think. 'Cos I was in chinese orchestra, and the choir would perform with the teacher playing the piano during events. It just sounds so nice y'know.

My only music background was playing erhu and gaohu in chinese orchestra and also singing with my sis. So I've always envied people who could play the piano really well. And I especially hate it when people have a chance to learn to play the piano but don't like it because thereIamwantingtolearnbutdon'thaveachancetobecauseitcostsmoneyandmymumdoesn'tcareaboutpianos.

My mum used to think being able to play tunes (not chords for goodness sake) on my sis's donkey-year-old organ (those really small ones that you can change the sound of the keys, has about 20+ keys and without the ability to press than 2 keys at one time) is called 'playing the piano', which obviously isn't true.

I really admire Mr Chin (Ah Swee) for taking up piano at his age. My goal when I grow up was and is to learn to play the piano using my own money.

And then I'm not gonna care if I'm like the oldest person in the piano class.

are you that kite, waiting for the flight?

So apparently I promised to update my blog these few days but I didn't. I had ideas, but I didn't type them out. And you know why? Because my brain has limited storage space. And I think I shall just keep my notebook/diary with me to jot down whatever ideas I have to blog.

And I am aware that I have a blog title totally irrelevant to what I'm going to type. :/

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What is one of the things you do when you first get home without anyone at home?

Okay, apart from taking off your shoes, switching on your fan/aircon/lights and maybe washing your feet, one of the most common thing to do is to switch on your TV. I do that too, because somehow rather it gives me that sense of security, even if nobody's home except for myself. To me, the images and sound of the TV tell me that there is actually 'somebody' with me, even if it means the actors acting or the reporter reporting news. It just fills that sense of emptiness with people's voices and pictures.

It's kind of the same thing like when you're alone and you blast music and think that you are safe. Or hiding under the blanket and thinking that it would protect you from anything.

Hmm. Insecurity.

Until 0000

The day where I got the most wall posts on Facebook,

The day where I got the most notifications that were not spams.

The day where I got the most unread messages in a day,

The day where my wish was granted ever since donkey years ago when I made it.

The day where I said the most 'thanks'.

This day this year, it is different.

Different because the feeling is not the same.

Different because I knoww I really gave my best to run for yesterday's x-country.

Different because I am glad that I am still alive, breathing.

Different because I learnt to appreciate more.

I will never forget what Mr Boh (my P6 maths teacher) said.

You have until the end of the day to be happy, to be sad.

And today, I am happy.

Happy Birthday.

Wow that's a great amplifier!

I seriously can't stand it when my mum starts amplifying about whatever little things I do and threaten to not let me go Marryatville.

First she started doing her great job of amplifying by first telling relatives + family friends how I cried my eyeballs out and tried to convince her to let me go to Marryatville. To me it is something that I do not wish to let anybody know apart from my family because I was the one who cried, not her. And I seriously think there is absolutely no reason as to why she has to tell people this.

And then she starts amplifying on little mistakes that I made.

"If you don't even wash the dishes at home, how can I let you go to Australia where you are living in other people's house?"

"How can I be assured that you will not wake up late or be a joke when you don't even know the reporting time for tomorrow's cross-country?"

And every single time she says things like this I get very irritated. I don't see why she has to link every single thing I do to Marryatville. It's not like I won't wash the dishes at the host's house or something. It's just different when you're at home and when you're overseas/camp.

Seriously, I sometimes wonder if all these tears are worthwhile. I'd rather just stay in Singapore and not face all these freaking excuses and 'no-links'.

Experiencing life

To continue my previous post, I think it's the reason why you have never seen any entry that is poetic or is about love.

Because all those require experiences.

Be it crushing on somebody, being in a relationship with someone, breaking up with someone, or letting go of a relationship, they are all experiences.

When people write about such things, they are actually jotting down their feelings at that moment, that particular state of mind. So they can actually write very beautiful poems, songs, anything.

Hmm. That roughly sums up why you've never seen an entry about love, and why you will not for a long time.

Thinking about it. Writing it down.

Sometimes I really do wonder if I'm blogging just for the sake of it.

Yes, I think I think a lot. But mostly over unimportant stuff that makes no sense. And when I do have something to share, I'm either too busy, or I think my diary is a better outlet.

It takes horribly long for me to phrase what I'm going to blog about and if it makes sense and if it sounds stupid or what. You get my drift. It's like I don't even know if anyone is reading my blog anyway.

Yea. So a few days back, Mingwang and Benjamin were talking about what is life? during Science lesson. Benjamin was saying that we are actually abducted by aliens and put to Earth, so everything is actually a dream. And we are dreaming (when we sleep), we are actually dreaming in a dream. While Benjamin was there talking about aliens abducting us, Zongyan was telling us how impossible the aliens abducting thing was because they had no motives, and about how we revolved from the most basic unit of life (or whatever). Like 13 billion years (No, my brain does not work well with very cheem scientific stuff) after the Big Bang (And no, it's not the Korean guys) so we evolved or something. Scientific explanation. So I suggested asking Mr Leow.

His answer was: Life is experience. You experience life.

Yea, something like that. You know my memory fails me.

How's life?

Hello dear readers (I'm wondering if there are readers)! How's life?

Nothing's changed much. I'm trying my best to not procrastinate and do my work but oh well, my computer is a big distraction. Hmm. My bag is still in a mess, my worksheets are still not filed, and my homework is still not done. Much less the literature review for SRP. *Sighs* And my room is still in a total mess despite the 2 months of holiday. How, you tell me?

I totally want 梁文音's《爱, 一直存在》for Christmas. But I'm currently broke 'cos I need to return money to my friends. Her songs are really comforting, with the lyrics and stuff. But the thing is that her vocal range is super high and it's super difficult for me to sing along with her songs. :/ But who cares, her songs are nice.

Procrastinator's at large. Catch me.

摇到外婆家～

嗯，如果你还不知道，
我的外婆家其实是间咖啡店，
很奇怪的，我越来越向往那种到外婆家的感觉…
很轻松…有那种一大家子的感觉。
其实我为了去学校帮忙IPW for Open House，我迟了一天才去，

而在那一天，很多表哥表姐都有去我的外婆家，一些阿姨和舅舅也都有去，还有我最小的表妹！

他们去waterfall玩，还去泡温泉（一下子冷的waterfall，一下子热的的温泉……）

晚上还去钓鱼场吃tomyum（我每次去他们都会请我去吃的，嘻嘻）

是我表姐那天晚上看到我在Facebook跟我讲的，我知道了真的是伤心的咯……

可是偏偏有人不领情…把我那天心情都搞砸了……

可是不要紧了，因为那天Open House过后我和方方去Vivocity吃东西，然后我就拼命吃辣的东西（比如说，去吃酱青里的小辣椒，或者加很多辣椒酱），结果那天吃的辣椒一点也不辣…不过心情好很多啦。

越说越远了……

不过我会外婆家的那天，我小舅还没走，所以我看到了我可爱的表妹！～

她是超超超超超可爱的啦，然后我还跟她一起吹泡泡，感染一下那种童真和儿时的时光……（小时候我会自己那肥皂水来玩泡泡的）。

天真无邪的她还对着水沟盖的洞把泡泡吹下去，哈哈

我在外婆家空闲的时候就会开始observe people（观察人群），看看那些顾客点些什么，看什么报纸，在做什么…

我知道我很无聊，不过我觉得懂得观察是很重要的，否则人家生气你也不知道，人家闷闷不乐你也看不出，可能还会说出不该说的话等等。

人要懂得察言观色 :)

嗯，我想，在同一个地方，咖啡店对顾客们来说是个放松，喝杯咖啡聊聊天的地方，而对我来说，是个和表哥表姐阿姨舅舅们联络感情的地方。而或许，它也是我人生旅途中一个非常重要的休息站。 :)

Anderson Theatre Campers! <3

I'm currently very stressed up because of the IPW presentation during the Ande Open House, like those people who can't go and I can't find the poster/presentation board. But I shall just detach myself from all those c*** and blog about the ATC camp before all the tiny details slip out of my mind (part of it was already gone when I had an afternoon nap hours back).

Heh, actually I wanted to post in chronological order but I lost the camp booklet and you know I forget things easily so I'd have to post according to the activities. :)

Let's start off with the daily activities.

Oh, and the activities are NOT in chronological order.

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Food

The lunch and dinner is so so so much better than I expected. I expected the food to be like plain and bland fried rice/fried noodles/beehoon/chicken rice, but instead all the packs of lunch/dinner were all very different and it's super delicious. I finished all of them, and even the peas-carrot-corn gravy, despite hating the taste of peas. :D We had bread, biscuits, London choco roll, cornflakes for breakfast and tea time (and surprisingly there was tea time!). However, no drinks was provided during any of the meals except for the 'barbeque' in Day 2.

Sleep

Really difficult to fall asleep on the first night 'cause of the hard and cold cemented floor and most of us needed some time to get used to sleeping bags I guess. I started sleeping with unzipped sleeping bag, my shirt+jacket as my pillow and my frog as something to grab (?), but night turned really cold so I was wrapped up like a cocoon by the time I woke up. Oh, and some people (whom I assume is either kiasu or they can't fall asleep) started waking up at like 6am, when we're only supposed to gather at 7.30am, and of course I was affected by them. (Like seriously do you need 1.5h to brush your teeth?) Woke up with back aches cum muscle aches.

Shower

Shower on Day 1 - Alright, because people would be doing project prep when other groups are bathing, so no time wasted and we could shower at our own pace (just don't hog the bathrooms la).

Shower on Day 2 - Horrible. People are all rushing to allow others to bathe because we only had 30 mins for everyone to bathe before gathering for project prep again.

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Workshops

Vocal workshop - Quite fun.

Movement workshop - I kind of liked the dancing part. So fun looking at people 'dressing up'. :D

Improv. workshop - What I thought I'd dread the most, because I can't come up with ideas/stories spontaneously. But it was pretty fun also 'cos we got to form shapes+circles+things with a random partner/group of people.

Storytelling workshop - Was told to think about a story during the first night, but I didn't 'cos if I did I think I won't even fall asleep already. But anyway, I told the story about a frog that was deaf, which I think most of you have heard before?

Movie

Watched A Series of Unfortunate Events which I found really nice because of the whole setting and their acting was really good.

Ballroom dance + 'barbeque'

Exco taught ballroom dance while the food is being prepared. Darrick sounded real angry when he was telling us to pair up with an opposite sex so I just picked George. Both our hands were sweaty so it was rather disgusting... :/

The reason why the word is in apostrophes is because we didn't barbeque. It is supposed to be (as shown in the camp booklet) but we actually ate cooked food prepared by Mr Smith and some ATCians. Veg, patties etc. were provided, so we just had to stuff them in the burger bread.

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With the Coolios...

Group bonding

Still not very bonded on the first day. Just formed the group (COOLIOS!) and had a group cheer. The name 'Coolios' (<-- I kept typing 'coolies' :X) was actually by Sakinah, a random name she came up with while telling us, 'Come up with a group name before I start suggesting lame names like Coolios~', and we actually ended up having Coolios as our group name. Had group games like Ball-in-the-hole (Oh yay I remembered the name) and the skipping rope one. Bonding games were not bonding. Yet. :/

Project preps & performance

Managed to come up with a performance piece that was the shortest among all the groups'. Had to include various things in the performance, like 15 secs of silence etc. Nevertheless, I think we've really bonded from this performance.

Obstacle maze

Extremely tired from all the running, but we enjoyed it. Sakinah's station was the most meaningful of all, as we had to each say what we feel about our group members. Was really glad that we were all happy with our grouping. Coolios! <3

Nightwalk!

Best part of the whole camp!

I was paired up with Wenbin, and the Coolios were surprisingly unafraid. First station was actually the 3/3 classroom, in which we have to climb stairs under dim lights. So we were walking until we reached the 3/3 classroom. We realised there was like nobody, so we started going, 'Anybody?' The classroom is like total darkness and I was afraid of ambush (I wasn't afraid of the dark places and stuff, I just hated people/things popping out and shocking me -_-), so Wenbin went in and checked out the classroom to see that there was nobody. Then we saw Zheshuo up on the 3rd floor and he signalled us to go up. He was telling us the next next station will be very dark and that we'd have to hold hands all the why till the end. Oh, and he was telling us they saw something somewhere (which I still don't know what) and that's why they actually changed the route. Praveena's station was the couple-dancing one, but we didn't really dance 'cause she got a call halfway and she let us off as a result. We gladly hald each other's hands and continued to Sakinah's, in which we had to go down a staircase with back-to-back interlocked hands. We had to walk past an open lift, and it was completely dark at the corridor and in the lift. It was super creepy! After that was the duet/couple-singing one, so we sang Jay Chou's song. So while singing, I actually spotted flickering lights (not electrical lights, it's those flickering lights when you have fire) at a corner of the corridor. Was told that we had to walk down the stairs and we'll reach soon. Wenbin and I were aware that there might be ambush near the stairs (it was a common place for ambush), so we walked and walked, and then we saw 2 guys standing there. They lighted a matchstick each and stoned there when we walked past them and we actually said, 'YO!' I mean, these 2 guys from another CCA are complete failures man. They should have at least boo-ed us when they realised they failed right? Oh, so anyway, we walked to the global village place and heard laughters. O_O There was people chatting and laughing away when I think they're supposed to scare us... Heh, so we silently ran to the end and completed the nightwalk!

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A word of THANKS for the teachers, the excos and all the enthusiastic ATCians who made this camp a success, and for the Kinder Joy, ice cream, plastic folder and food!

Honestly, I did not look forward to the camp the day before the start, but at the end of the camp, I felt really bonded with the AndersonTheatreCampers, and especially the Coolios. When Zheshuo asked Wenbin and I if we had thought we would be this bonded during the nightwalk, Wenbin shook his head and said no. Neither did I. That feeling is really... indescribable. I bet none of us have thought so too. I hope that all of us have gotten back more than what we've put in (like the sweat while running for the maze, or the time taken to just pack our bags...). I really hope this will be an annual event!

I shall end off this post with the ATC group pic and the pic with the Coolios. :)

COOLIOS! <3

Marina Barrage

Finally got to go there after pestering my friends for so long...... QZ packed sandwiches for both of us while I brought my picnic mat, although we didn't use it this time. YF was originally going, but she said she was too worn out after her class chalet yesterday.

That Fang (YF) ah... always like this. Tsk tsk tsk.

Now, for the pictures! Specially brought along my sis's digital camera. :D My blog's been lacking pictures for a long long time right?

While uploading these pictures, my Google chrome had crashed for 2 times, so here's the link to the photo album on Facebook. :)

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2026494&id=1106054611&l=32f20d9205

Procrastination kills the Zi Lei.

I should stop procrastinating and start doing something.

What?

First off, I should do something to my environment. I should really pack my things such that they're neat and organised. My computer table currently has penknife, comb, mirror, cookies and pen. Total mess.

Second, I should go train for my 4km. But I neeeeeeed motivation. Can somebody kindly run/jog/walk with me some morning/evening? :/

Third. I've been saying that I should try drawing RE again as the 3rd attempt since the marking days, but I haven't done so. And so I should. Maybe I'll draw her today at midnight (<-- sekali it turned out to be a flop and I get shocked by it.) Oh whatever.

P/S; Y' know, I should really get a haircut soon. I don't wanna wait till school's starting and I can't do anything to save my hair if it fails.

Hiccups Frenzy

I've never believed that hiccups are contagious (in actual fact, it isn't). But somehow rather, Santhini, Amelia and I are all hiccuping today. Maybe it's something we ate, but hey, hiccups are not caused by food, so what's wrong?! Some hiccup germs?

In the morning it was me who was hiccuping, then when we went to lunch, Santhini was the one. Then after that Amelia also told us that she's having hiccups too.

And for goodness sake, I'm hiccupping when I'm typing this! :P

Shall try holding my breath for 30 seconds, if it doesn't work I shall drinking 7 gulps of water. Or maybe try the plastic bag one (Hi-5 said it).


P/S: I know this post is kind of lame because it's about hiccups and nothing contructive or educational. Too bad, because I've got the energy to type, but no stuff to right. Wait till I have both the stuff to write and the energy to type. :D