You say I'm unfriendly,
you say I'm stubborn,
you say I lose my temper easily,
but these don't bother me, and they never will.
Because I am who I believe myself to be,
and not who you want me to be.
And I know, when everyone in the world does not seem understand me, and is laughing at me, my family will be the one there, and I still have myself.
And you will never be the one there.
Silence is golden, and it's not what you deem it to be.
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Maybe I was referring to you, or maybe YOU think I was referring to you. Who knows?
deem? what's deem? are you venting your anger or are you admitting what you think you are?
ReplyDeleteand now, i think you are referring to me, and i just wana tll you this. no matter how and what you think of me, i never depised you as my friend. i never ever thought of you being the irritating one. i just want you to understand why i said those things to you, because there're certain things you have to change, so that our friendship would last longer. and i'm saying it as a friend, and a person who hates you.i don't want you to feel puzzeled after listening to what i say. but it's your attitude towards me, i don't know abt others. but to me, perhaps because we just got to know each other this year, i need more of your patience to understand you better, or i'll get hurt. i dun wan to hurt you, and it never crossed ,y mind before. i hope you know what i mean. and i really don't know how and don't dare to say to you in person. i'm sorry for being a coward.
ReplyDeleteAs a matter of fact, I wasn't referring to you. There are certain people who finds me stubborn, unfriendly, bla bla bla, but I know what I need to change (eg. laziness etc).
ReplyDeleteBeing unfriendly is not a bad thing, neither is being stubborn. It's these small little things that make me who I am. You can't expect me to go around saying 'HIIIIIII!' to everybody and be friendly, because I'm not such a person.
But oh well, I wasn't referring to you, so you don't have to be so worked up to write until 长篇大论 yea...
YOU are the one who thought I was referring to you.
then, who are you referring to?
ReplyDeleteUrgh. It's meant for people generally but of course there's someone I'm talking about. But you know I wouldn't tell you because if I was to tell you then I might as well just post that person's name right?
ReplyDeleteIt's meant to have that tension of mystery... :)