Exams Drama Idol

Exams

If you were to ask me if my exam was okay, I would just reply you 'okay lor.' Except for my EL paper 1, which I screwed up by writing out of point for my essay. But since it's over I shan't rant on about that.

But overall I thought the whole SA1 was rather manageable.

Best thing about exams: No homework.

Worst thing about exams: Not getting into exam-mode and binge-eating. I have this habit of snacking on something like cereals and bread. And after every exam I ate at either KFC, Mac's, or some other places. Not good for both pocket and my weighing scale.

Drama

Drama re-assessment turned out to be a flop. A re-assessment is supposed to let you have a chance to work on the monologue again and improve, but in actual fact mine was worse than my first one.

And when everyone else improved and not you, you know how you're gonna rank.

Idol

Bet my constant 'Must watch channel 8 at 9pm today hor!' made you watch With You. Ooops.

I sort of realised the need of a bucket is not there already, because I'm an unfeeling creature.

Really, it's like ever since EP1, all the crying scenes are so bloody sad and all, but tears don't fall anymore. In EP1, there was the rushtotheaccidentscene scene, in EP2, there was the hugherdaughterandcry + hellophoneareyouinthere/therazoriscuttingherfoot scenes, and in EP3, there was the continuation of the hellophoneareyouinthere/therazoriscuttingherfoot scene plus the best sitontheroadandcry + tearsarefallingliketherain crying scenes. But none of it moved me to tears.

It's not that Rui En's acting didn't touch me what (in fact it was brilliant y'know), but I think I'm becoming more unfeeling as I grow older. I used to cry over cartoon movies like Bolt when Bolt saved its owner who was in the fire. And crying over books like Harry Potter when Dumbledore died. But now when I watch drama serials I no longer cry.

Maybe it's because movies are longer and the emotions are gradually built up within the audience, whereas drama serials have really sad scenes but those emotions don't build up that much because it's usually less than a minute and the whole show is not even an hour.

But ultimately, I think the problem lies with me.

And now I think I'm an unfeeling creature already.

Speech Day 2010

16 April 2010

Things that happened are slowly slipping off my mind right now. Okay, before everything slips off and I don't even remember performing during Speech Day, I shall start my entry.

Was telling everybody that I was stressed. 'Cause I'm really afraid I'd screw up everything by saying the wrong lines or something. Hmm, then after having lunch we went to change and get makeup on. And I looked old. (Happy <--)

Erm, after that we went to get mic-ed up (that's what they say, which means to get the mike thingy on which I forgot the name). I mean the microphone was the coolest man. It's not like you get it stuck on your face all the time so yea. And on the way to get the mike I saw Mr Leong (P.E. teacher) and asked, "Hi Mr Leong, do you know who I am?" *smiles* Then he said, "You're Zi Lei."

I asked him because he always doesn't spot me during P.E. lesson even though I'm like the H.A. which stands for health ambassador who is also known as the P.E. rep. *breathes* He'll usually go, "Uh, where's my P.E. rep/HA?" Then I'll start waving my hands like mad before he spots me.

After getting the mike, we went back to Blackbox because there was nothing for us to do at the hall until quite late. Heh so I went around taking pictures of people and camwhoring with Meiyu. Y'know I seldom camwhore so... it's rare?! (It's 10.50pm on a Friday night and I think I'm going to play chess with 周公 already, hence the lameness. Ooops.)

A bit disgusting to see a Grandma doing this.

Let's just fast-forward all these teeny-weeny details to the performance, shall we? (Anyway you don't have a choice. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA.)

My legs were like "~~~~~~~~~" while doing the knitting on stage. I mean it's not my first time on stage but it's like the first time I've acted as a Grandma. Anyway, I almost screwed up about the Wa Zu girls part, or rather, I screwed it up but Sakinah, Praveena and Vinesha managed to save it. I totally forgot the sequence of everybody's lines and started saying my lines at the wrong moments. I was like damn sorry. :( And after that er, nothing much la. Oh, really thank Sakinah for helping me wipe my make-up off and removing my grandma costume outside my hiphop costume. But for some reason I think she didn't wipe it clean so I have a feeling that I still looked like a grandma during the hiphop dance. (I haven't seen any pictures of me dancing hiphop so I don't really know how I looked like then.)

Had some de-brief session after the whole thing and went to have LJS with some ATCians. Didn't really got to interact with the other seniors except for Darrick cos all of us were sitting in different tables. :(

I Y ATC.

Hi peeps!

Happy Family preview

*Awwwwwww~*

She's so super cute okay~ And it's so heartwrenching when she cries.

"我不要面对，我不能面对，我不想面对！"

Awwwwww. *piang* My heart break liao.

And when Remus kissed Rui En on her forehead (at around the end of the video) it totally reminds me of when Buqun kissed Yuhang on her forehead in a totally same way. :O

I really think she improved a lot. Xiao-dong is Xiao-dong and not Xiao-dong + RE. (Y)(Y)(Y)

I (heart) Rui En!

Sing to the Dawn

This post is just to remind myself of what I did in this performance when I do look back in the archives. :P


Sing to the Dawn - Sec 1 CA2 Assessment, 21 Aug 09
Improvements to be made

1. As a group

• Music should be prepared earlier instead of doing last minute work.
• Sound should have been checked properly - there were technical errors.
• Props to be done better - Bao didn't smash any bird cages, and the bird didn't fly, they were thrown and it looked stupid.
• Clogs were bought but not used - waste of resources.

2. As Dawan

• Emotions should have been expressed more thoroughly.
• The part where Bao tells me to hide was a bit off-character cause I appeared as if I was waiting for her line. - By Meiyu
• Didn't fall such that audience could see the 'blood'.

Okay, I think that's all. You can tell me your feedback also. :D

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我有我的美，你有你的美
可是我的美，比你的美美
所以你在嫉妒我的美。

This is a random thing that MY and me thought of. Total random-ness.
That last line actually came from Paris & Milan. :P Try reading that super fast and you'll realise it sounds weird.