Invisible

I didn't update for...... 8 August... 28 August... 20 days.

Because I didn't have any ideas to type into an entry once again. Sigh.

Unnoticed

期望越高，失望越大

I bet this line gets so overused all the time. But then again that's not the point.

It's like a negative thinking that goes long with the line, but I do believe in that. I don't expect from others, or rather, I try not to expect anything from others. By 'anything', I don't just mean things, things of monetary value. I mean things people do for us. I mean promises to be fulfilled.

There are things people promise they would do. There are things that not even I, am confident of them doing. Which is why I don't expect. I used to be so trusting, trusting of everyone, trusting of everyone's promises. But how many have they fulfilled? How many have they failed to fulfill? You and I know that deep down in our hearts, it's the latter that overpowers.

Even though the more you expect, the more you get disappointed, but does that actually mean that when you don't expect, you won't be disappointed?

Promises are still there. So is disappointment.

I'd choose to give myself, you, the promises you made, the benefit of doubt.