Yesterday I finally told (technically speaking, I smsed) my sis what I want when she asked me about it.
I said, a keyboard.
Surprisingly it wasn't as difficult as I thought it would be to tell.
Maybe a part of me is already determined to get one while the other is reluctant.
Anyway, to express my feelings about this was such a relief. Like, revealing a secret you've kept for years because you thought no one would entertain it.
Not that my sis didn't know at all though. She probably knew about me wanting to learn to play the piano (no I haven't actually told my family directly) but didn't know I wanted to get a keyboard. I mean, that was a rather recent thought of mine after realising that a keyboard is actually not very expensive compared to an acoustic piano.
I'm really glad that it would be yet another step towards my dream. I haven't taken the step yet, but I will.
It's a dream that buffers my falls and keeps me on track whenever I feel like shit about everything.
Y'know, I'm really happy that I'm having tears of joy right now? (Despite it being many many hours after my sis's reply that she'll ask around for lobangs.)
Goodnight everyone.
And Happy Birthday Zi Lei. :')
