大人，小孩；珍惜。

嗯，大概一個星期前我去了外婆家，讓我發現了一件事。就是啊，其實大人和小孩的想法真的很不一樣。可能是因為人長大了，社會化了，很多小時候有的純真都漸漸失去了吧。就比如說，我四歲的表妹把布丁弄得稀巴爛的。她說這樣攪攪攪，布丁就會變成粥。那麼大人們當然是說，別再攪了，很噁心。

可是問題來了。如果我表妹不覺得噁心呢？可能在我們成人的世界裡，被弄爛的布丁很噁心，那如果在小朋友的世界裡，布丁不管怎麼樣都好吃，可能水水的，更好吃。為什麼要以大人的角度去評論一個小孩子的行為呢……

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話說回來…看到我的外婆已經老了，心裡還是有點涼涼又酸酸的。真的希望能好好珍惜回外婆家的時光。有時候在外婆家，還是會想起我的外公，想起他常常坐在涼椅上看新聞，想起我媽夾菜給外公，想起他對我說我聽不懂的海南話，想起我沒有好好珍惜那些時光，還有那些每次聽我媽提起的事。每次想起，心都還是很痛，很痛。我後悔沒有緊緊抓住躺在病床上的外公的手。我清楚記得，是他抓著我的手。我知道，他並不想放手。

把上面那些字打出來時……我已經哭了。

真的希望我會學會珍惜，也希望你們也能學會珍惜。

沒有什麼事是永遠的。人也一樣。

:')

Off my mind

Have been wanting to write a blog entry for quite some time but I keep procrastinating, and after a while, I just forget about what I wanted to write. Especially when I'm multi-tasking and the Blogger tab gets ignored because I was busy refreshing Twitter/Facebook/Weibo (to see if my idols just updated something), watching YouTube videos (I just paused a video to type this out), playing Chrome apps (Waiting for my buildings to build in this game called Dragons of Atlantis) and probably reading something else (like the passages in my 作业) as well.

Hmm. While having a shower just now (Okay, not really. About 3 hours ago.), I was thinking about the ATC camp last week or so. And then I was thinking, it has been a long time since I did a little monologue and wrote our own scripts for drama. That day I was telling Ter Shien, "Whoa so long never do this already leh." Oh well, it really was a long time. Oh and I volunteered to go for a tech training together with some juniors who are in tech and some who are not. ATC is really lacking a tech person right now after the seniors left. And I actually haven't had any tech training (except keeping wires and a prior experience of pressing the spacebar for the lighting & sound cues).

Okay moving on.

I'M GOING TO SEE 插班生 TOMORROW! For this 插班生 《10年100大音樂會》The Freshman Music Showcase at Crazyworld Cafe! They'll be having a song list longer than that of any event they've had! Which totally spells FUN. And I will be giving the birthday card that I had drawn for Cee, (Which personally I think is quite nice lor. [不要脸]) Anyway if you're reading this and you're interested, there are still tickets for the showcase! Check out www.crazyworldcafe.com/cbs!

Next.

Oh I want to say, 青峰 from 苏打绿 is really really really cute! I can't exactly say why he's really cute to me but he just has this cute thing about him.



This video is taken really well and in high definition. Gosh, such pleasure to watch cute Qingfeng in fullscreen~  This is one of my favourite song in their new album too!

(Whoa. It's already 2:17 AM.)

By the way, other than a DSLR which I've been wanting to get since a year back or something, I want to get a keyboard too. :( Good thing it doesn't cost as much as a DSLR does. Problem is how I am supposed to tell my mum that I'VE BEEN WANTING TO LEARN TO PLAY THE DAMN PIANO AND I WAITED UNTIL NOW AND I WANT TO GET A FREAKING KEYBOARD AND IT'S NOT VERY EXPENSIVE SO YES I'M GONNA GET IT. And if my mum strikes lottery or steps on a lump of gold on the ground or notes flew from the sky, I want to get all of the above and a wacom tablet too. Haven't really thought of how I'm going to put it to good use but I guess it's a good thing to have for doodling on the computer and playing iSketch.

Yea that's about it.

(I need a proper ending to this entry.)

Goodnight..