I miss the sec two drama class. Miss Lee, the people, the small class size, the activities, the games, the outing, and most importantly, the acting.
My lack of good vocabulary probably can't express how much I miss all these... Everytime I head for CCA, a part of me knows it's different. It'll never be the same as being in the drama class, and acting. One of the biggest regret in my entire 15 years of life is really to not take drama. And it wasn't because I don't want to. It was because I thought nobody else wanted to. How silly.
I feel like, no one ever sees my ability to act or something. To be honest I don't even know if people act in ATC. Not the movement stuff but more acting y'know? Too large a group to see the potential of other people. It's always the same few that goes up, the same few that hides at the back. (Which includes me at the back.) It was so different during the sec two drama classes. Everyone had a chance to act. Everyone.
From my screwed up piece about being a teenage mum (oh dear I forgot her name) to the better ones. From being dejected to encouraged and all. I blame my goldfish memory, for not being able to remember more things. Things about things I love. Damn.
Never, never the same.
